At the verge of breaking down...

I dunno how long i can endure this, kept pushing difficult phone calls to me. Got scolded for the mistakes that i did not make, its really annoying. not once but twice!!! i almost cried while holding on to the phone, but i felt worst that i have to keep inside me and i felt real stress as if something is pressing my heart, is really unbearable, i would rather cry it's gonna feel better. asking me whether i was angry with u, not because of the phone call, u jus trying to find someone to take over your fault, you jus put the phone on hold saying that i didn't gave it to them. i was at the back when u tell me the owner is here, u didn't gave it to the owner, when i moved the cats out, u were at the desk, still u didn't gave it to the owner. yes is ok to make mistake but admit it at least I would have felt better. how can u jus turn around and say that i'm the one forget to dispense it to the owner.

i have to cover a new staff now i have to cover another one, i cannot blame the new staff as she's new, but you came 2 days before me and you studied what it needs to be in this job, you should be able to answer questions..i started from nothing.

Two days in a row, this is bloodsucking.....i wonder how long can i last. i'm really gonna break down...

adam once said this to me, "if you need to be unpopular to get things done, then jus so be it"

i hope not