Life is simple. Love is not

MEOWW~~!!!

2007-01-11T04:48:00.000+08:00

Two cat is trying to mate, they are meowing so loud that i can't sleep. why can't they jus mate peacefully instead?! fight and adding suspense into their sex life....i dun get it....SHUT UP!~!!!!!

cAN U BELIEVE IT?!

2007-01-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

i went to help out at the grooming side on wednesday, my off day. there were 44 dogs for grooming...CAN U BELIEVE IT?! I bath bloody 44 dogs in one day...... got bitten by a german shepherd, in return, i gave him a slap and roaring of vulgarities, then he allows me peacefully get the job done. it like never ending, my back is aching.....i'm getting old..ive no life...and i got 44 dogs to bath......

I'm so busy that i've neglected myself and my babies. they have grown so FAT!!! cynthia complained and gave me two weeks to get them slim down.. so now i'm cooking for them!! feel so accomplised when they gobble up their food. i hope they better slim down or i'll get scream again!

.....

2006-12-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

i want my life back...

the missing piece

2006-12-21T01:08:00.000+08:00

I finally took my o levels certificate from my secondary school......which i should take it three yrs ago. a missing space in my port folio finally filled. Feel so good, walking the same stretch of road back to my old school...thinking of the past where i had fun with my friends in this school...it's so.....memorable~~!!!! oh i'm so emotional freak, can't help it....

met up with daph and von for dinner, had a long long chat.....time past so fast.....miss lectures and tuts...

OH! I can't believe myself

2006-12-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

The first time...i stepped into LV boutique, spent $300 plus for a bloody bag...i wonder why people like these ugly pieces of brownie staff that stitch up into a bag with weird printings that i never understand..these criticisms shows that, what i've got is not for me..is for my 30 yr old and above friend's birthday present. although i'm gonna get 2/3 of the money back, but i'm still in shock when i stepped out of the shop....385 dollars "ching! ching!" gone.....in jus 5 mins....i cannot believe people jus buy all this without thinking....i think with that money, i can buy numerous pirated DVDs. or i can have lotsa nice meals hmm..... or a diving trip...i walked around orchard with that big big LV paper bag, people gave me the envy?, jealous?, "i'm a bloody snobbish bitch!" look.....that is so irritating...i rather holding a canon plastic bag with a canon POWER SHOT 10mega pixels in it..i saw numerous people on the street of orchard road carrying gucci, chanel blah blah blah....i've never appreciate them all...these are all for people who has surplus money to spend on, nothing better to buy.

i regain my consciousness when i stepped into borders bookshop:) i bought two books at a cheap price, encycopedia on dogs and cats. then we walk out of the shop, i start to complain about the LV price again...then we walk to kinkuniya book shop, it distracted me immidiately:) i rather spend all my money on books than on these....overpriced piece of don't know wat that i will never appreciate..

oh no...

2006-11-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

i getting more and more stress up....adam is going away for holy 3 weeks for his holidays....oh my......i pray 5 times harder that our clinic will be safe and sound til he comes back....as for me...more stock checks......
i'm getting fatter....but i'm getting stronger....to carry one of the fat retrievers, during my grooming part time, makes me stonger each day. but i'm getting fatter equals to my arms getting bigger hahahaha

ROAR! my jus stressed

2006-11-17T21:06:00.000+08:00

work is getting more and more difficult, clients are getting more and more difficult. i wonder what will happen to me if i continue for 5 yrs...i'll be cold blooded....

hi my friend, bye my friend

2006-11-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

Meet yvonne for jun chong present..though abit last min, but i walk throughout the orchard road on friday after work. but didnt get any idea...so me and von meet up first for the present. we bought a 30 litres bagpack that we think it suits him well, at least he can use at end of the chalet? ya watever. then we went mac to wrap the present.

we reached the chalet at about 8.30? well it's nice to see the good old friends and lotsa toilet brush heads!! and some unfamiliar faces. well, no balloons, no party hats, no keys at jun chong party, jus a bit giant cake. stayed up throughout the morning, went to work......

sunday seems like not a very good day for me though....first i dun get to work at the back anymore, my blood drawing skill is getting lousy....but my skills in picking up phones calls and greeting clients at the door is getting better. every clients seems want to look for me, suppliers looking for me too.....jus handling phone calls is enough to make up my day. plus....my speed got to slow down for a staff whos learning to be a recep...eventhough i've been teaching her for the past few weeks, things always back to square one......the worst thing is, whenever i ask her why she didn't know how to do this and that eventhough it's been taught before, she replied,"i didn't put inside my mind"......*faint* anyway, wat mind? where is it? sorry for being nasty.

Sad to say i love schoool now.....

2006-11-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored....i'm slightly sick of my work....i'm slightly sick my someone..that i shouldn't be. i've been hearing stories...whatever....i will slowly pursue my diving...slowly climbing up the ladder....my job here, other than greeting people, it's getting me no where....i no longer helping out at the back......i no longer learning what i want to learn.... there's no level for me to fight for, to pursue....everyone says that he's entrusting me the front...but i no onli want the front....i wanna work at the back as well....maybe when i'm really sick and tired....i'll leave and pursue my diving....

Surprise!!

2006-10-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

Meet my dearest mates for liling's birthday, we bought her a 'Be delicious' perfume. meet yvonne first and we went slacking around at plaza sing. then we proceed down to paradiz center to have the birthday dinner there. Eugene, adriel, and liling already reached there before hand and all of them actually celebrate my birthday together with liling's haha i really din expect that.. Somehow, can see that adriel wins every auntie's heart over at Tao's. they even forget to charge 1 set meal. me and liling got is puny single scoop of ice cream with a candle on it and the staff force everyone to sing a birthday song hahahaha... somehow adriel got this LCB and LLJ reputation going on clinging onto him. after the meal, we went cathay to watch 'Death note' which turn out to be only part one, hav to wait for part two at somewhere nov..duh...

the present that they got for me, a MAC case from new urban male, luckily they didn't get a pink one for me...

at paradiz centre

at cathay

adriel, fetish for armpits?

kittens kittens kittens every where....

2006-10-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

a kitten was abandon outside out cinic again.....this kitten is so damn adorable! my goodness but abit fear induce agression though but she won't scratch...jus hit her hard on her head she will stop her nonsense with an unwilling grumbing meow~~
she choose her favourite spot at our front desk, her devil horns starts sticking out when she's at her corner start pouncing, scratching and play bite...but whe she's out of that place, she's an innocent infant, crying for someone's attention. she's my new lunch buddy...she even pounce onto my nasi brayani once....that silly... well but these didn't last long.....she got adopted away to a new good home. hope's she remember her favourtie little corner here...

4 new kittens abandon in our cage.....hm...anyone ?

turning into a zombie soon

2006-10-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

i'm tired...i've no life.....i walk, eat, talk like a zombie.....friends started to forget about me..... watever.......

The more i work, the more i'm sad, the more i stress, the more i'm immune....help me....

2006-10-04T10:51:00.000+08:00

death toll reach to the peak where i can accept. the two kitten that u've seen in my previous blog, one by one passed the away. I expect the white one to die because when i hold him, his body has actually turned cold....but both of them were unusually quiet. on the day itself, the white one died. i thought of taking the tabby one home, but yesterday i found it died in the cage... the body was already harden..then we have one ginea pig and a dog passed away... sick....no more kitten to accompany my lunch....

Look what my mac has done?? at my work place

2006-10-01T23:12:00.000+08:00

My dearest prince

2006-09-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

Prince, one of my favourite patient died. It suddenly collapse on Friday gasping for breath... it reminds me of charmaine's kitten...i expected it for the worst. Ailin cried, i..almost......ya almost. but i feel utimately sad. He's been with us for so long, he will joiin us for lunch, dinner and sometimes after work. Ailin never failed to spend time with him when she's free, and i will join in. prince is so adorable, his owner loves him alot. And because of him, he save the jack russell that was surrendered to SPCA and almost put to sleep. Prince is really a prince indeed, because of he's existence, he save a dog's life as a cat.

He was brought in after a car accident, broken one of his limbs and the throat area has a split. he went for a stitch up and luckily he was save but he lost his meow, everyone thought he became a mute forever. he was opted for leg amputation, to remove his left limb. After his surgery, the jack russell came in, the owner gave up on him because he's too active. Prince was introduced to him and they accepted each other. Suddenly, he started meowing whenever he's in the cage when he saw the jack russell running around. one day, the jack was surrenderd to the SPCA. Prince's owner learnt about how prince actually got his voice back, he went to adopt the jack russell, waiting for him to go home. Prince has been coughing alot, he had a lung infection i think, medicine doesn't seems to work, the he had direahea, then constipation. we tried everthing and still shower him with lotsa attention and love, and was suppose to go home on the day he died.

Today, Bob send someone to send over a beautiful bouquet of flowers written thank you and a special note for Ailin(heeee!) with prince picture on it. I couldn't stop looking at prince's picture, knowing that he's gone forever.

Prince been through alot of hardships and a short life, i hope he enjoys every moment with us.. will miss you prince....

I cried when i'm typing this, i finally cried, at least i will feel much better after crying......

Steamboat session! spoiled

2006-09-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! meet cynthia for steamboat at our usual place, went to her office, her coco jump on me and keep whistling, dun really know why, maybe it's too excited. then....hav to wait for song, talking to his clients...cynthia got very stress up as we waited like more than 45 mins. i began to hav a slight gastric...when wwe had our tables, after all the tomyum boiling soup, my gastric got worst, until i couldn't eat, and to bend down gagging in pain.... the shop attendant pass me a pill but it took like more than 30mins to feel slightly better. now i'm still having my pain and i've pop two actal.....let see how it goes tml....

At the verge of breaking down...

2006-09-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

I dunno how long i can endure this, kept pushing difficult phone calls to me. Got scolded for the mistakes that i did not make, its really annoying. not once but twice!!! i almost cried while holding on to the phone, but i felt worst that i have to keep inside me and i felt real stress as if something is pressing my heart, is really unbearable, i would rather cry it's gonna feel better. asking me whether i was angry with u, not because of the phone call, u jus trying to find someone to take over your fault, you jus put the phone on hold saying that i didn't gave it to them. i was at the back when u tell me the owner is here, u didn't gave it to the owner, when i moved the cats out, u were at the desk, still u didn't gave it to the owner. yes is ok to make mistake but admit it at least I would have felt better. how can u jus turn around and say that i'm the one forget to dispense it to the owner.

i have to cover a new staff now i have to cover another one, i cannot blame the new staff as she's new, but you came 2 days before me and you studied what it needs to be in this job, you should be able to answer questions..i started from nothing.

Two days in a row, this is bloodsucking.....i wonder how long can i last. i'm really gonna break down...

adam once said this to me, "if you need to be unpopular to get things done, then jus so be it"

i hope not

My Crush is here today!!!

2006-09-25T02:26:00.000+08:00

My crush came to my clinic today, he brought his dog for review hahah, i told charmaine about it and she gave me a long hard stare...yesh, my crush is a more than 50 years old man heeee (clinic knows about it), he's so nice.. eventhough he's going bald(opps!) and married. He always smile when he walks into the clinic, he sound ultimately gentleman. I'm so attracted to his smile and so fatherly ...maya's also crazy over him....and we hav a long chat today while waiting for the vet to see him. anyway, i really admire him how i wish he's a few..hmmm....not a few, is many years younger or i'm many years older, i will definately take initiative HAHA jus kidding well, he's so nice.....well wat can i say? love is indeed blind. well don't get to serious, is jus a crush, it will be over soon but my admiration for him will be forever heee....he lighten my day at work today! hee....anyway this shows that i can have crush on any kinda person as long as he's good despite the superficial part. well the moment that he caught my attention, other than the lovely smile, was when he said he has no children, he treat his dogs as his own children (jus like me! hee we hav something in common!hee) so no matter what, he will treat him. awww...sweet...i envy his wife.

zombie kitten

2006-09-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

The two stray kittens having skin prob, very bad skin infection.....as if they are rotting!!!!! they are turing to into zombies!!!! and they are always hungry....my goodness.....!!!yiks!

sounds Familiar?

2006-09-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

No offence if u're reading this, i know u've been reading my blog...

Daphne told me about one of her girlfriend, got very close wih this guy, fell in love with this guy, and that guy reciprocate her love (or maybe he's just leading her on) and at the end of the day, he tell her that he cannot be with her eventhough he has some feelings for her because there's another person waiting for him. he had another person in mind already..... triangle love again?
well this guy is a national fencer too..hm..familiar eh? i shall not say much here. Von, daph, u know wat i mean...haha
i closing this blog soon, opening another new blog with new address. jus like von.

Is it me? or....

2006-09-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

I've tried my best, but somehow, things are going back to square one....is it your learning ability or is it me? i start to be suspicious about my teaching ability.

My new MAC book!!

2006-09-20T09:51:00.000+08:00

Yesh!!! tada~~!!! I've got my new mac book~!! eventhough is a basic model, but i'm satisfied, i'm used to mac anyway...now we've got a 1GIG power book and a new mac book heeee....and my house is wireless now yeah~~

when i was on the way back to work, i received a call, the no. seems really strange, it looks like overseas call, when i picked it up, guess what?! is my youngest uncle from malaysia ~!!!! he lived with us for quite sometime before my mum passed away, working here as an apprentice cook and to slowly moving up to assistant head, now he is actually in england!!! with his wife, he;s now the head of the kitchen wahhh~! slowly, i got reunion with my the other half of my family, first i found my cousin in friendster, now my uncle managed to call me, wat next then?! i miss them so much, i miss Penang, i missed the small room that my grandma used to live in, and alway got bitten by bed bugs! i will definately go back there. now, i've hav some missing parts of my life back to me again, heeee i couldn't stop smilling i'm going crazy! i gonna email my dearest cousin~!

I got to be good...

2006-09-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

Oh where oh where can my mummy be
The lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven so i got to be good
so i can see my mummy when i leave this world.

10 yrs down the road...when my furries leave to join my mummy, i hope they will wait for me there...

My new book !!!

2006-09-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

I've finally bought the book that i always wanted, "Marley and me". a life story about the author, his wife and their labrador retriever. the story is really very very sweet.....it keeps you going on. it hooks! jus like cigaretts. i'm getting a new MAC book too, for free!!!HAHAHA anticipating!!!

It's been so long since i really look at myself in the mirror, i look so old.....not to say my hair is overdue for dyeing, i look really sick and tired, wither and torn...like a plant going to die, i look so unhealthy....ever since i've started work...i've been hiding under the shelter, working for more than twelve hours for two days per week.i wan nothing but sleep...zZzzZzZ i need to get out and see the sun!!!!!!!

Animal clinic? or animal shelter

2006-09-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

We have two dogs for adoption then some heartless creature threw a box of three kittens behind our back door. less than my palm size. two beige white and one tabby( my favourite!!) charmaine decided to take one in. she took home one of the kitten that night. the next day, she brought back the kitten, sicked, kept meowing and garging, it won't eat or drink milk. I tried force feeding and place it with the other kittens but the other kittens reject him and left the kitten alone as they snuggles between themselves at the other end of the cage. i DIY a hot water bag and try to keep the kitten warm, force feeding every now and then, charmaine was really worried for her kitten. The kitten's condition is not impproving, i'm at my wits end, i approach dr loi to catheterize the kitten and inject glucose saline every 2 hours. At one moment, the kitten starts to scream real hard and gargling, it died...in my hands. I annouced it to charmaine, she break down immdiately. Sorry charmaine, i tried my best to keep him alive.

Totally. utterly disappointed

2006-09-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

life's really sad...total disappointed with the guys in s'pore...nvm...i shall jus go back malaysia, where half of me belongs....settle down with a coffe shop like my auntie back in penang, serve and savour my favourite black coffee and spend all my money for diving......life rocks that way..but for my babies, i post pone my dreams....the love for them is greater than anything so i shall not leave them behind.

life as a student

2006-09-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

I hate the moment i step into the very first class in my life, eventhough I met friends later on, I'm still very eager to go home each and everyday and looking forward for weekends. Then, when i slowly moved on to primary, I still hate school, hate meeting foreign faces, hate meeting new teachers. I hate homeworks and staying still in class.. Wishing each and every moment that i could turn back in time and go back to my previous school, wishing each and every teachers get sick and hoping to see relief teacher walks in. Always curse and swear that my chinese teacher is also a discipline master, whom i will always remember walking around with a cane on hand and whistle in his mouth. Stepping into his office every now and then, got the most cane from him (yes my school do cane girls, with no mercy!!!). his office always filled with collection of canes for u to choose from, i remember i've tried most of them. Finally, i graduate....and still moving on. but i still hate school and homework. of course no more canning in secondary, but filled with complains with meet the parent session. never once finished my homework, never once a workbook is finished. Had the worst comment in the report book, and only occupied the last few positions in class. At that point, i wish i could go back to my primary school, i rather get caned than to hear them nagged at me, i hate nagging..... Secondary three, i had the greatest change in my life. I still never bother to do homework, but i copied my friend's, sometime i jus don't even bother to copy, but i still did well in my tests, my teacher never bothers about my homework anymore, homework is my freewill, whether i wanna do it or not. I started to love school, as i dun have to face the music for not doing my homework as long as i pass very well in my test, i start to occupied the top five position in class, i don't hate "meet the parent session" anymore, my teacher dun even bother to see my mother. My mother felt that there is no need to see my teacher. I start to love school more and more!!! life is still the same during my 'N' levels, got a group of close friends, stick together thick and thin, help each other when in doubt. Presever through my 'O' levels with lots of obstacles especially when my mum passed aways, have to get use to life without a mother in a household. I graduate again.....moving on to poly life.
Got into a crap diploma, with little amount of intake of students and hard to study, with lecturers boasting about how good this diploma is. stress building up, missing my secondary school time....but school mates are lotsa fun! love the mates so much. Mates getting closer and closer, modules getting harder and harder, regret taking this course, hoping to go back secondary sch time again.......... but time flies, we graduate again! We had a graduation trip with so much fun, and start to feel sad when we know that we are leaving each other soon....now everyones' working, studying, protecting the country whatever, but seems like we are so far apart, no more seeing each other everyday, no more having lunch n breakfast together, no more skipping classes.....no more having sports together.....i really miss you guys!!!! And now, as i'm stepping into working life, i start to miss my poly days........wishing to go back and study.,,,,,,

Birthday~~!

2006-08-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today, my mum's birthday.. happy birthday mum..

went to eat seoul garden with liling, von, adriel, sugi, jixiang, eugene, hamlyn, selena, and hani. hamlyn got padi too! i wanna dive, i wanna dive, i wanna DIVE!!!

Really hate to do this....

2006-08-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

Went back to work...i thought staying at the front, will not have to do this, but in fact, when you know how to do it, u will have to do it. I put a cat to sleep. It's a stray and really sick...even it is for the better, i still hate to do this.

there will be no off days for me this week. I helped out at the grooming side behind our clinic. Apparently one of their new staff admitted to the hospital, can see that they really need help, accepted their offer without even asking about the price, sacrifice my two off days. This is the first time i bath so many dogs.......two big big german shephard, three fat fat retrievers, and many small doggies.

ARC

2006-08-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

Anti relationship club? (go yvonne's blog for more details) i'm totally supportin it~! affiliation with old maid's club? Oh well, eye candy is still the best, u're jus get to look at the nicer side of it, not to experience the dark side of it. Yvonne! u tell me to accept him?! we are supposed to be in this together, u ain't kicking me away. u know me better than anybody else. I will not get involve in any kinda trouble! will make the club grow hahahaha

Am Missing it already..

2006-08-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

I missed redang almost immediately after i step out of the island.....well i have to go back there, for my sweater at least....ya, stupid me, left my sweater in the room... i came back singapore, msg joe after getting his no. from von, partly to tell him about me jacket...but i forgot, my phone is chinese illiterate...but anyway, he ask eric to msg me instead asking y i didn't msg him.
As a respect for my instructor, of course i msg him back, oh well not really that serious though, i hav no one to turn to, so i msg him about my jacket again and thank him for all those days in lesson, i know how irritating me and eunice are....is hard on u, eric! hahaha anyway, he couldn't find my jacket, so jus forget about it.... heard he got another student came for padi after me and eunice left....repeat the whole thing for like three times....thats kinda boring....
That afternoon, they found my sweater..yeah...

Back to work......with my clean scrubs top....got blood stain almost immediately after i started my work....sick man~!
One owner came in with a dog name "he ping" means peace in chinese, he's Wee Kim Wee's dog....our ex president....-_-!!

Chloe came back today!!!! the kitten that i fostered before. She really grow very fast, i miss her so much. i'm glad she went to a good home..

I've finally found you....

2006-08-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

I've finally found you...My dearest cousin, seems like i can put friendster up for some good use. we never meet each other for like 5 years, never send each other letters anymore....i'm kinda miss those days. I'm sorry i lost your address, i lost your e-mail add, but i've been trying to search my houses up side down to look for your address but is really lost...I'm sorry for certain reasons we are not able to go back to Penang to look for you, we don't want my grandma to ask about my mother, i'm afraid for her age, she couldn't take the blow....i'm afraid she might go hysterical..but am still missing you so much. I can still remember whenever i go back, we wil stick together wherever we go, we're like sisters!! we'll cry and frown whenever we gonna leave each other because is gonna be another year for us to be together again. But ever since my mom passed away, we never when back there. I will not know what to say to my grandma, i dun wanna lie, but i dun wanna hurt her too. I'm really anticipating your arrival end of this year!!!i'll be a good host, i'll show u around! we'll be back like last time...
I'm so glad that i really found you...

Continue from yesterday

2006-08-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

The moment i stepped into my doorstep, my babies charged towards me, frantically jumping up and down. My silly retriever, jingle, spinning round and round ( thats how she express her excitment, abit dumb though) till she tripped and fall on her jaw. I quickly gave her a tight hug and lotsa kisses to stop her from doing more round despite my luggages were still clinging on to me. Alright, the house is in a mess without me around..guys will be guys. more cleaning up to do, i'm back to the position of being the "housewife" of the family.

ALright lets talk about my trip then..
I met eunice and took train to lavender, took a ten mins walk to golden mile for our coach. We took a double deck bus to merang jetty. The sitting is so unfriendly to tall people, i can't really slp throughout my trip... eunice was sleeping soundly...that pig.. and we chat up with a couple wearing the 'Hanes' T-shirt and they were staying at laguna.

Day1,

We reached merang jetty, bid farwell to the 'Hanes' couple, and proceed to our usual jetty. Yvonne will be so envy, i saw two 'ang mos' boys that she will be so interested in, will be staying at the same resort as us, anyway, Von, still wish u were here. we board the boat and proceed to Redang!!
We reached the island and saw Aileen, as warm and welcoming as usual. Oh ya, Redang bay changed quite a bit after our previous trip, they got their in-house jetty..extra gift shop, extra roofting, more squrriels and hornet bees. Had a small chat up with Aileen, we told her we decide to take up PADI, and our instructor will be eric then. Joe saw me, can see a little puzzled on his face, knowing that he must hav forgot us all..until he remembered he brought our gang to Perhentian. We started our lesson almost immidately by having our theory lesson in the classroom...feels like a student again. I left the lovebirds to spend more time together, and joe became my part time darling at a cost of don't how much. I gave yvonne a call, and pass it to joe, still wish that we can spend these times together, of course, she has a commitment now, and von, i hope u be strong k? even without me around, if i can get over it, u can too, we've the same aura hahaha. that stupid joe forgot about liling also..... We had a video session for 4 hours, 4 HOURS!!! just like Lord of the Rings 123 marathon...Eunice and i did the knowledge review, as part of the citeria of the course, found out that each and every word in the textbook is the same as the dialogue in the video. had another class session and a really lame question. " What diving doesn't relate to water?..." being the truly lame singaporean, eunice manage to answer the question. "sky diving"...-_-!!
Eunice has been thinking about the redang nuggets 24/7 non-stop. she spend most of her cash on that. We requested to watch Scary movie4 from Eric at night, Ah mo and joe joined us. The most enthusiatic for the show(eunice and zhang), left early to the room...well i managed to finished the movie.
eunice's menses is not here yet..

Day2:

We woke up real early for our first dive....briefing for a while, gear up and moved on. The weight of the equipment almost killed us but we need a bigger tank as being the first timer, we will surely run out of gas fast. We did some exercise shown in the video and went deeper..saw lotsa nemo.
we had our second dive in the pool and third one at the same spot. at night, saw two cats around, miss those furries back at work, couldn't resist to pick them up and play..
eunice's menses was still not here yet!!

Day3:

We have our first boat dive, did the reverse entry, as usual eunice screamed. Our second boat dive, we joined joe and gang at something Kecil, the sea was damn choppy...almost vomit. Learned to find our ways using the compass, then we went diving around the place, saw joe, he showed us his trick" blowing the "O" bubbles..-_-! jus like smoking.... smoker never changed their habit? at last, we have to do our hovering again, eunice and i heard something trying to catch our attention, the visibility was real bad, we thought our instructor. We look at him but he show no sign giving us any instruction. The sound came again, both of us kept looking around and began to find it irritating, than..we saw joe...showing us his "O" bubbles...again..-_-!!
Back to the shore...time for homework again.. we have to rush finish all the paper work. feels like poly times....rushing last min work. anyway we were certified that night. Eunice is really lucky, she has been worrying about her period coming at the wrong time, kept worrying about sticking the tampon to somewhere the sun never shine...haha her period came after our last boat dive...she proudly threw me her box of tampon saying " you can have this! I'm not gonna touch that again!" so totally different from the times where she's worrying about sticking this thing in there andi'm reassured her that from MY experience, it won't hurt unless is not deep enough.......anyway lucky her!
Everyone bid farwell to us, including the kitchen staff...they were like, " oh u leaving tomorrow.....the honeydew tonight is real good, muz come down and hav some ok.." haha We spend the night at the bar, talking to the bartender. then some amusing event happened to me when zhang and eunice left me alone with these caucasian boy that we saw at the first day of the trip. anyway, i shall not really mentioned it over here, u can ask me personally and i'll tell you. Anyway, i hurried back to my room after giving as much reasons as the amount of stars in the sky. he did ask for my no. which i said i'll gave him the next morning before i left which........i pray he will oversleep.

Day 4:

My pray has been answered. He's no where to be seen the morning before i left, i *sign* to myself in relieve....
Leaving the place, i woke up only to see the sun look like an egg yoke hanging there....bloody hell, for these three days, there's no sun, i dun even bother to put on sun block, didn't get darker, not to say sunburn. I suddenly got to hold on to a squrriel, it's so domesticated that it can sleep on my palm...so sweet. we had some last min picture taken with aileen and eric, we quickly hurried to our boat. Proceed our way back home. As usual, the bus sits don't really cater to tall people.

As you can see this blog is real empty without any pics, all thx to zhang, who brought his underwater camera, followed us to boat dives and HOLD on to the camera on the boat......that is so not cool. We dun have really much pic taken underwater or we DON"T HAVE PICTURES TAKEN underwater, luckily the last boat dive, Roger from another diving gang took 1 precious underwater pic of me from a distance....i'm satisfied, grateful and appreaciate. oh i really envy them, staying there for 3 weeks!!!!!! i hope i can, if i really bare to leave my furries behind....

The moment i reached singapore.....guess whos the first one msg me........... JABIE~! hahaha didn't expect he will be the first one. Obviously my father dun really care about me, after he got he new attention that i dun really approve of but i have no choice, no authorities to stop him. eventhough i'm giving him money.....i jus hope he can be truly awake one day, he has to learned by hard i guess...jus like how he taught me..

I'm back ...

2006-08-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm back...with my liscense.. I'm tired...i'll continue tomorrow...

i really need a rest...

2006-08-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Am still not really ready for working life.....am so tired......i really need a break. Finally three days off in a row, i'll treasure it.
my dearies hav started sch, i wonder how are they, i really miss my fellow mates alot, eventhough some of them changes alot.

i dunno why me and cynthia got a sudden craze for roller blade, we blade from tampines to hougang mall to sengkang..... yu ning saw me when i almost tried to dashed across the traffic light and U-turn back istead...she msg me that is too dangeroous haahahahaha then we blade back to hougang to take bus home.....*tired*....

I wonder if you're reading this

2006-07-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

I don't know if you're reading this.

It's been more than a year since we went our separate ways. I hope you've been living well and enjoy everything thing that you do. I've heard from sources that there's another person appear in your life and i'm very glad that finally you've open up. History won't happen again, and there's no chance that it wil happen again. I've chose my own path for the desires to be myself and i treasure my freedom and my friends. Our characters really too far-fetch for each other. I'm not ready to sacrifice any parts of my life for another person and i cannot commit in a relationship well. I feel that the biggest mistake that we've made was we start too early, not really know each other well. For all these while, i done things that i've never done before, I know i will not be able to experience things like that if i'm with you. I'm really happy all this while, it's time for you to find someone that can really commit to you, sorry i'm not the one. and again rest assured, i won't let what happened to me last time happened on her.

Old maids club is Expanding~!!!

2006-07-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

Alright, breaking up is the 'IN' thing right now...old maids clubs now need some funds to expand, pls kindly contribute some time to meet up thx~! we will take up some of my doggies running space and build up more rooms for new members. alright, i'm not trying to go against our dear government but i'm trying to tell my fellow girls to treasure their singlehood before getting tied down by Commitments...love ya.

Pros n Cons

2006-07-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

Everyone saying " wow! you're working wat u interested, your passion....muz be enjoying eh?!" Yes, i'm working wat i really really love what i'm doing thats why i'm still in eventhough the pay is like erm.....i mean the probation pay, not the actual pay, i havn't seen it yet. To handle DDD( difficult, demanding and dumb/dangerous), explaining tips on caring your pets, handle phone calls, so on which is only part of my job being a receptionist only. Being a nurse, another part of the resposibility(to keep the animal alive of course!), not forgetting the smell, scratches n bites.....but i most not interesting part is to handle difficult clients, luckily i love what i'm doing, or else you think i will handle all this shit?!
the greatest satisfaction is to see animals overcome their illness and discharge from the clinic. to see them come back for review once in a while, getting better each day really makes my day better. My next favourite is to do ceasarean, the vet will do the surgery, we will revive the puppies by swinging them and force the fluid out of the mouth n nose so that they can breath. Jus like normal human babies, we will make them cry out loud to make sure no fluid retain in them....so exciting to wait for them to cry out loud..
of course, the bad thing about this job is to handle death, euthansias n mess. i hate to see them die, to see owners didn't treat them well enough to keep them alive n resort to euthansia. and i hate maggot case....if you were to spend time with your pets, u should have notice wounds, ticks, maggots.....this shows how irresponsible they are. and they expect miracle happens after eating those pills......without maintainece? how not realistic they are right?

Redang Redang!

2006-07-14T13:39:00.000+08:00

Eunice n i are going redang for our license, zhang might be following us....anybody joining us? we will be making our booking at the start of august....

bye bye polylife

2006-07-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

still miss poly life.....school holidays.......n redang.....i'm going back there again.
how i wish i can enjoy more of my school life........guess it's over.....i miss my friends .... gang up to rebel the lecturers.....hee hee...

Sick~!

2006-07-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

It is hard to face clients, somehow we jus can't please them all, somehow customer now is not always right.......

Cali fitness

2006-06-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

Von n i head to gym.....almost bang and spoiled all the machines ahahah then we watch 'Incredible tales' while working out and relax in the steam room after that with two ladies naked in it, with pink nipples ahahhahaha

five years.....

2006-06-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

it's been five years since my loved one left me, i don't mind when people asked about her but i hate to see their faces turn guilt when i told them the truth. seriously, i really really don't mind people talk about her or ask about her, there's nothing to be sorry actually. today i start to think about her, this happen once in a while. I miss how my family used to be so happening, i miss homecook food badly, i've been eating outside for these years, i never got to learn how to cook, she's gone when i intend to learn. i miss everythin about her....how i wish i can turn back in time so that she can receive treatment earlier, i kinda hate it that i inheritate her character to hide about almost everything, thats y her illness got worst, i kinda hate the words she said on her death bed that she already gave up on herself....

graduation pics

2006-06-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

Looking back at some of the graduation pics, strips shirts somehow is in fashion....

eve's aunt?

2006-06-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

A lady brought her dog, saying that it's havin diffculty in giving birth, we left the dog alone, to try our luck to see whether she can do it herself. but somehow, thing not workin out, the dog is proceed to ceasarian immidiately, delivered six babies and one still born, the still born seems to be slightly deformed and it's the one that cause the dog to have difficuties in labour. Tearing off the placenta, swing the puppies, make them cry out loud......everything is in a hectic situation. Finally..the puppies were all healthy. The lady says that she might not be able to pay such a huge amount fee today, so she ask her sis for help, which turns out to be Eve's mom..... haha, the lady ask for a discount, i try to push away first because i dun wanna give them too much hope on the discount. of course i went to ask adam discreetly at the prep room, and adam allows a one-time ten percent discount and the delay in payment for other amount of fee. and i'm the guarantor..haha..

Still miss redang...

2006-06-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

I was at von's place, burning cd of our class photos and graduation trip photos. we talk about how we enjoy our trip, what we did, what we see and looking forward to our next trip and found out that we still miss redang till now. maybe is the people there? we've made friends over there and the only way to see each other is to go back there again. maybe is the lifestyle over there? i really hope that i can spend my golden years there, that's my ideal kinda life. this trip has really make me in love with the sea, marine life. much better than watching discovery channel to experience urself. life is much better over there. that is why i try to avoid all kinds of commitment as much as possible, as i don't intend to stay here......i'm still missing redang, badly

GRADUATION~~

2006-06-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

i've finally graduated!!!!!went tostay at von's place to burn pics for our mates....three laptop in production. the next day, we went for our last min shopping for or clothes, shoes n hairdo...n off we go to sch. took whole lots of pics~

2006-05-31T22:21:00.000+08:00

i got a first scratch from a cat..........pain~

The kitten has a new home!!!

2006-05-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

The kitten has been adoptedthe kitten has been adopted

the kitten has been adopted

the kitten has been adopted!

the kitten has been adopted

awwwww....i'm gonna miss her!!!!

am i a multi personality person?

2006-05-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

am i trying to hide my true self? if u really spy on me, i behave differently in front of different groups of "clicks" when i'm with my poly guy friends....i behave like......gangster? yes, i sit like them, with all the vulgarities of different nationality as my grammer. when i'm with von or any girls "clicks" i won't. when i'm at work i won't..well abit, when the animal attempts to bite. when i'm with the 1970++ age group people, i behave like a rebellious bitch to irritate them. when i'm at home, i nag like a housewife or sometimes jus hide myself in my room and read like a geek....what am i?

2006-05-20T00:35:00.000+08:00

This week is my recep week, everything is fine except a big mongrel let go all his shit in the clinic after being constipated for one week....is not hard to imagine.

finally got to meet yvonne clement and eunice, i met von at school to volunteer teaching our junior on pcb farication, the junior look so amazed that we can do the peeling 10 mins haha spoke to cannon about pet stuff and i brought the kitten to school hah
then head back to clinic for kittens that were put to slp...... anyway my kitten knows how to eat by herself, yeh~~ finally i can safely let herself in the clinic.

at night meet eunice for steamboat, the amount of golden stalk mushroom we eat.... can compare with bowl of noodle...hah

i'm finally back....

2006-05-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

i had my first blood drawn yesterday, failed once, succeed in the second try *yeh~* have been learning quite alot...but slightly too much for me to absorb in such a short time, to master recep and nursing......i'm so stress when adam ask me questions and if in doubt, he will ask me wat dane has been teaching me......actually it jus slipped my mind...of course, not to get dane into trouble, i wil have to own up that i forgot about it..and thx to dane, i had my first blood drawn yesterday, i'm so excited when i've succeed i wave the blood to maya haha. really have to thx dane and adam training me for these times,starts from zero until these level......., sometimes i find myself so damn irritating, but they have to bear with it...and maya, training me as a recep.......learnt so much from her.

i'm fostering a one month old kitten, looking for a good home......pls msg me if u're interested. get along well with dogs.

my diploma......

2006-05-04T17:40:00.000+08:00

i've jus found out that only a handful of my diploma graduates continue to pursue in bioenginnering......

hamlyn - biomedical engineering

liling - biostatistic

adriel - biostatistic

pauline - biostatistic

the rest i dunno....yvonne going to EEE direct entry 2nd yr. i.....working as a vet recep, eunice, clinic recep, eve, further in make up studies, some got lost, dunno where to go to.....
there are people who smart enough to back out of the course early like sharifah......went to NYP for nursing
but there are people who study until crazy and drop out.....u**a he was last seen working at BK tampines

2006-05-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

I went brazilian wax with cynthia before her wedding hahah, it's all off! hairy no more!!! cynthia could'nt really bear the pain, i went in like 15 mins job done, she took like.....half and hour? hahahaha.

yesterday, i felt so damn lethargic at work due to my period on the second day, stressed my face to smile at all the clients....adam ask me whether i'm sick as i looked pale.....(maybe i lost too much blood?) well i jus repiled is my second day..and he ask "second day of wat?" i jus replied "i'm on heat (bitch having period)!!" haha then he started howling.
i found out my brain cannot really work well during my period week.......
no.1 - mimi, a cat has to come for drip every week i think, i intercom to the back saying that mimi's owner is here for drip.-_-
no.2 - brownie came for surgery, his owner josephine came, so i went in and told melissa, josephine's owner is here -_- melissa looked confused then i realised is BROWNIE's owner is here......
no.3 - file a surgery form under treatment file
no.4 - fell a sleep soundly while listening to green day's song during my break......
i think i really lost to much blood......

i meet up with von, liling, and adriel for steamboat, we finally got together.......sunday we are going to tao!!!!to see adriel

2006-05-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

YEY~~~ no killings on sunday! no wrapping of carcasses on SUnday~! but i got bitten by an innocent looking beagle *sux!* paper cuts..damn! cannot find any elastoplas, jus use a 3M Scotch tape haha.

FINALLy~ my so called protein diet is over! cynthia finally got her husband, i finally get to eat carbs yey~~ life's good. the wedding was totally FUn for everyone~! but totally disastrous for me and lifang(another bride's maid) we are so damn busy that we only get to eat during the 2nd course meal. and my thick yucky milky make up makes my face heavy....urgh!!!!! my tube dress kept dropping.....almost missed the cue for march in music, run to and fro giving cue for music and MC for annoucement. doing receptions and entertain guest.......got cheated for an empty ang bao.....other than that, the wedding is a success! i finally know it's not easy to be a brid's maid, or maybe they don't have a wedding planner, so everything has to be DIY. there's one thing i'm very worried......how the hell i wash off those yucky things on my face? i don't own myself a makeup set, how the hell expect me to have a makeup removal.....! in the end i use my shower foam.....

2006-04-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

days of my life
-accomplice to kill several dogs 'n' cats (put to sleep)
-raise veins to retrieve blood
-injection
-pull maggots out of a maggot infested eye of a dog
-wrap carcasses

to be continue.....
i miss redang

adam did a skin scraping for a retriever and ask me to look for mites.......i hate using microscope, bloody strain my eyes......and i always have problems finding demodex. so i said i found nothing....adam gave me another chance.....so i use a higher power lends, STILL!!!! i cannot find it.....dane standing behind me took over when adam was not looking and he found within seconds....shitty man, stupid demodex! i jus tell adam i found it ..bleah~

2006-04-13T16:03:00.000+08:00

bastard breeders

wat can we do? witness how cruel breeders can be, we can only say them under our breath..... in this job, we cannot be too emotional, because the worst has yet to be seen.. got a notice that another caesarian poodle is coming...but not from a family breeder, a local dog farm breeder. she walks in and out of the clinic, panick but not too panick, i don't really know how to explain....is like she's worried something but not the dog.......the feeling is so different from the the other family breeder, who cried and worried for her dog, stays around in the clinic eventhough she knows that it will take very long, this breeder, is so different from her. she opens the door to the surgery room, ask hows the delivery, and the vet says she's still not in anesthesia....and maybe there's not enough time to save the baby.....the breeder got panick and gave instruction to save the baby instead of the mother equals to, cut the mother without using anesthesia....my heart just drop, the word "bastard" keep humming in my brain, the more i look at her, the more angry and disappointed i am. both the babies and the mother died. if she were to save the mother instead of the puppies, the mother will survive. how to survive the unbearable pain being cut open alive. the puppies are already out of the womb but was stuck in the canal, and already begun to smell, its been left for too long. the breeder wants the puppies for money but she got nothing in the end, and suspect that is our surgeon's fault that didn't put enough effort to save the puppies, but we've explain to her that the puppies has already left for too long, and she kept asking did we experience death cases in caesarian and there's only two for our clinic. claiming that the dog always gave birth herself. giving herself reasons to escape from her mistake she made. but wat can we do? wat can we do?

on the same day. another caesarian case, this time is a maltese and is a success! haha i even had their pic these time, it is so cute and they kept screaming the whole day, looking for nipples to suckle hahahahaha

and we have a baby bird, it's so adorable, if u put ur finger close to the bird, it will open it's mouth thinking that is the mother's beak,hahha

2006-04-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

finally i get to update!! have been working.....at a vet clinic!!

day 1

the first day of work, dealed with a dead dog send in for cremation.

day2

more dead carcasses, a cat and a poodle.....

day3

i manage witness some glimpse of caesarian schnauzer puppies!!!!!lovely~~!

by day i will dispense animal medicine, by night i will dispense human medicine....

2006-04-03T13:52:00.000+08:00

If what i suspect is true, i will leave this house. i'll go wherever i want and never come back. anybody wanna take me in? but what about my doggies? should i stay for them?

2006-04-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

After months of curse and swearing that useless my diploma is.....i manage to fix my house air con hahahahahaha contact me!!! i onli service daikin air con. indemity form is required before letting even to touch ur air con.

the daikin man cares~~~~!

2006-04-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

Finally confirmed that i pass everything,i'm graduating!!! i really wanna thx those smses and calls that really care, especially liling, gave me a call before my last paper. so sweet~! now i really seriously need a job, for my open waters liscense, i'm pretty sure that if i don't get it now, i won't get it the next ten years. Being in your own business,u hardly take leaves, even on chinese new year. i can see from cynthia's face that she don't really agree that i should take my open waters liscense as maybe she wants me to concentrate to pursue the business and everything must be in schedule that i should start my pet grooming lesson after three to four months. i began to worry for my open waters trip, i thought i will start everything after my open waters but to cynthia, this is way to late. i can see that cynthia is finding lotsa reason that i shouldn't go for my open waters, but i really really wanna get it and i mean it jus like my grooming cert. somehow all these things now cannot take it slow and steady but to cramp everything together, thats why i have to go before my grooming lessons starts. somehow i'm still not prepared for working life, i still at the studying timetable where there are june and december holidays........

2006-03-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

I'm Graduating~!!!! joy to the world~~~~~

2006-03-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

i need a job! i need a job!

2006-03-20T03:21:00.000+08:00

Scandal Scandal Scadal

ok...when will all these ends? yvonne and liling has been teasing me none stop!!!!!! now eugene teng and adriel know about it...HELP! from "tian mi mi~~~~ni siao(smile i mean, not crazy) de tian mi mi" to "do you miss him? do you miss redang?" WAT YOU ALL WANT ME TO DO!!!????? MArried off to Redang??!!be the redang in laws? hahahaaha damn! it's been so long i ever get laugh and emdarress by anyone (ya only when i wore skirt) and yes, yvonne and liling somehow have the VIP ticket to LETS ALL LAUGH AT MINGLI CAMPAIGN because once in a life time people actually embarress me. And ADRIEL!!! STOP TICKELING ME!!! that stupid ah keat found out that i actually ticklish at my waist area , Adriel is now ABUSING IT DAMN! In my life i've never afraid of anything but bees and ticklish....good lesson learn from Redang huh?! so now adriel got the VIP ticket to LEts Tickel MINGLI CAMPAIGN.

Boring~ suddenly into astrology, reading about signs and compatibility with friends. yes...yes...i know is somehow not me as i truely believe that only bimbos will really truely believe in everything about horoscope and will find their idea partner with a matching horoscope as the first citeria.....i'm jus bored, don't blame me. but you have to be convinced that some part of it is quite true especially the character part.

I believe...
Scorpios are :
-secretive [yes i like to keep things to myself]
-hard for them to confront romantic problems [haha i don't really know how to appreciate romance]
-not afraid of dark
-persistent
-never forgets a grudge
-unstable
-conceal their emotions
-little value for convictions and deliberately defy them [case to case basis]
-not very easy to please

I don't believe...[thats for me only]
Scorpios are:
-intensity and passion
-take love affairs very seriously, which can lead to much jealousy.
-incredible personal magnetism
-prone to Bladder disorders, cystitis, genito-urinary diseases, piles, prostate trouble, PMT.[haha]
-full of energy
-likes to control [i'm very submissive in bed hahahahaha]
-capable of shocking others by their dramatic and unexpected ways
-idealists and humanitarians in their heart
-naturally gifted with the ability to control
-gifted with ambition [if it's true, i won't be choosing my diploma]
-greatly attracted to occult [yikes!]
-Lucky number Nine (9 series) [so hokkien style]
-lucky day = tuesday
-your lucky colour = red
-your compatible sign = taurus
-bad with gemini [yvonne is gemini]

one thing puzzels me is that yes some asian(singaporean) believe in horroscope shits but being a singaporean chinese, wat about chinese zodiacs? then i think singaporean chinese is so damn busy flippin pages to find out their own future haha...anyway, i've also had some readings too about my chinese zodiac combinations with my birth dates and timing and lunar calender from a non-professional book flipping friend and the outcome each and every point does describe me hahaha no matter good or bad which really scares me as the last point, i will curse my future husband unless he who is a hard life something like that hahahahaha luckily i'm prepared to stay single, i dun wanna hurt anyone~~

2006-03-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

We will jus have to keep it to ourselves.......life might be better for us

A a little miscommunication, a little comment, together with other views and disagreements, causes so much misunderstanding...life is difficult when dealing with people and money..but nevermind, all this shall end....no more organising, no more collecting money, no more planning, we shall give back everyone what you all think you should deserve and stop the entire issue. I really grateful for what D did, he's the only one that give us the chance to explain ourselve before he believe what he heard and pass it on, sorry D, i shouldn't be so hard on that day, very sorry..... somehow others don't, and the thing jus turn out like rumors hence there's no need to explain to everyone, we are very tired, we'll jus give everything back, we will pay wat we think we deserve to pay..... Friends for years, if this is our reputation, i have nothing to say......a portion of you all who agree our gesture, thx

and sorry about the collecting the 2 dollars idea, we will give everyone back the money, no more surprise graduation gift, we are jus plain too tired to handle such a sensitive thing any longer, we don't want anymore trouble, we don't want any confrontation, we don't want to explain.

we jus want you all to shut up......

Yesterday, meet the usuals for interview which luckily, we didn't get it...haha sugi, eugene and adriel got in....which is jus selling donation ticket instead of some advertising stuff hahahaha, went for a meal at funan, we plan to go marina square for movie. Saw someone familiar there but nevermind, we've watch "Yours, Mine and ours" cannot believe how 18 siblings live together haahaha simply love it especially the pig!

2006-03-12T17:05:00.000+08:00

oh my god...i started to miss redang very badly. i am so damn bored, watch TV, surfing internet daily jus to kill time..... unlike life at redang, i dun need all this, enjoying the sea breeze is enough to make u sleep early, snorkelling the whole day is enough take up most if your time. i miss the times at redang, miss the scene where everyone pee in the sea, relax at the beach bar, watching our classmate playing volleyball.....haiz......stop dreaming....we're back to singapore, the hectic environment,worrying about nothing but money ...

2006-03-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

today met von, liling, adriel, eugene and sugi for steamboat dinner at marina bay..haah b4 tat, we went to the IT show, saw lotsa leacherous guys fumbling wif the cameras but actually eyeing at the sales girls sexy clothings chey!

today met lotsa people,
kairul - IT show
our bmie senior - suntec
safhari - marina bay
ka wee(gunung raya) - mrt

i think sugi's fren cannot ta han us, kanna suan by us like there's no limit hahah
anyway, i bet von cannot sleep tonight hahaha because we met a cute guy and a few man hunt candidates today ahahha

2006-03-10T11:12:00.000+08:00

Sadly....i'm back from redang... we started to miss redang once we step out of the island. We miss the sea, the environment, the fishes and of course the people there including the squrriel! they are so friendly and helpful especially Auntie and the reception people, try very hard to make sure that we can have fun at an affordable rate, always very very patient with us. The snorkelling instructors and guides, brought me, von, ling and those who followed us on the second and third day trip to experience lots of things like touching the corals (credit to ah keat), see turtles everyday (lucky!), baby shark, and pass us lots of knowledge about the sea creatures, searching for blue sand and lots lots more! got a chance to sit at the very front of the boat and know alot of things about redang from ah joe during the round island trip. me liling and von chiong all the snorkelling trip for all three days, went to the More More Tea Inn for a little shopping. collect sand, corals and shells back for momentum. Sit at the bar at night, chat with the staff from Nepal, each and everything we experienced will truely remained in our heart..really miss that place, hope that we can go back there again!! will update the pics soon!

oh the moment i step into the house, my dogs followed like crazy, now they all around me make sure i won't leave them again...hahaha i do miss them during my trip......jus like i miss redang now

2006-03-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

I'll will be leaving for redang tomorrow, dun worry, we will hav lotsa fun. will post up some pics for my desaru trip and redang trip ;) see ya back in singapore on thursday

2006-02-28T00:57:00.000+08:00

I should be in the amzing race now.....but i got eunice to replace me.....because my eye really hurts and blur vision. thx eunice, i hope you have fun, i owe u one. thx to desmond for really care abt the replacement, he replied eventhough i didn't msg him because i thought is enough to tell the team leader. and the team leader jolly well jus give me ONE miss call and dun even bother to reply using a 5cents sms, expect me to call him back due to his fucking free incoming call! Honestly, i really very looking forward to the amazing race, as this is the last event before i graduate and have fun with my friends, i even had an argument because this as i feel that my team is offended. but i know he's doubting me that whether i'm lying abt my eye condition which is already proven to be true at eunice house when we were preparing for biomechanics and it got worse because i had another overnight for another paper. i found out that my eye condition got worst and my trip to Desaru right before the amazing race i will be having more sleepless night. i'm afraid that i might cause some inconvience to the team so i even went to find a suitable candidate for replacement for them, i think eunice know more place than i do, she's more street smart than anybody else as she run camps and know constellation, can help u see the stars when you all get lost(ya right!) and things like that. If i'm really lazy, i won't even bother to 'book' eunice in the first place and let the you find a replacement yourselves since you are the team leader. anyway, my dear friends have fun i hope all three teams win something, dun let others have any chance. Good luck..

2006-02-11T02:43:00.000+08:00

My dearest, i will be your safety net....

2006-02-09T11:48:00.000+08:00

Haiz....everything changes so fast, friends to enemy, enemy to friend. nothing possible to nothing impossible, friends to lovers, lovers to friends. but some positive side track, friends to very close friends, hate to willing to accept. well things not really going well for each other, projects make people hate each other, but bond people from different project groups. anyway, hahaha anyway, my dearest, upon the surface i've seen, no matter wat is the outcome, ur decision, i will always stand by u, u will always be my dearest and hack care wat people say, hack care wat u've said before, hack care wat people give you, follow ur heart, dun let other "obstacles" make u side track. Valentine's day is coming, enjoy urself. old maids club is going to tear down soon, i muz start recruiting....muz discuss with liling..

2006-01-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

my goodness....today i made a damn big blunder ......i actually went out BRAless!!!! hahaha i cannot stop laughing at myself. today, went to my grams house for the usual stuff then i went back home to check out my dogs. and take a nap as well so i took out my bra b4 i went for my nap. after awhile, my phone rang and my bro tell me to get to grms house as fast as possible because the rest of the relative is there....so i jus took my stuff, wash my face then i'm out....braless hahahahaha i hug my magazine all day my goodness, didn't even had dinner i rush back home,.....wah lao.......

2006-01-18T01:32:00.000+08:00

von is complaining that i didn't update.....

mp judging is over, we r gonna chased out of the CU, how r we gonna spend our long long breaks? i'm gonna miss that place..saw this 44 things that guys should know abt girls post on guang chengs blog and i think is a total crap!! those are meant for dumb and desperate girls....c'mon, guys are like that too, and i've experience for that. stupid sterotypes that only stupid people believe in

cynthia wedding job list

shop gown with her
compile music
be music deejay on her wedding day
go for food taste at the zoo
do decorations and tie ribbons for all her wedding cars
plan her wedding day routine
decorations for her flower bouquet
shop for two tiger plush for the cars
bride's maid
usherer
a gown for myself
get use to high heels
accompanied them to kota tingi for outdoor wedding shots(fri)
come back from malaysia, bring her dogs for outdoor shoots in singapore(sat)
decorate her wedding guest book
decorate her wedding writing pen
take photo shoots of her wedding stuff

.......to be continue

2006-01-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

POWER OF WILLIAM TAN......

Went for the Dr william tan's talk today.....interesting and very very super motivational and somehowi tell myself not to give up on my circuit. so, after the talk, i carry on my testing although fail lotsa time but i never give up (inspired by william tan) and of course i followed william tan's philosophy, ASK FOR HELP. so i asked dr azam for help, and now i happily blogging instead of testing because now it WORKS@!!!!!! now is phyra's part in adding abit of delay in the program and we will be off to our MP judging!!HAHAHAHAHAAA I LOVE YOU DR WILLIAM TAN, U INSPIRE ME, must be your t-shirt bless me with luck, TML I WILL RUN wif YOU!!!!!!!! EVERYONE! SUPPORT WILLIAM TAN, but he's t-shirt, it makes your project works hahahahahaa t-shirt $8, poster - $5. I think he really helped us ALOT!!!!! FIRST, THX to WILLIAM TAN, our MP judging was postpone to next week wed because of his 24hrs event. SECOND, he sort of "help" my circuit works. HAHAHA THX WILLIAM TAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH i'm crazy over him! and of course VERY VERY THX TO DR AZAM, after this sem treat u man!!!!! our foster father!

2006-01-01T03:13:00.000+08:00

Life is SImple, love is not, why make love part of your life to make it difficult?

2005-12-31T19:05:00.000+08:00

Now i'm in sch with yvonne, abt 2 plus, as usual i went to do testing and von waiting for her teammate, and u know wat, that FUCKING BASTARD actually went home and sleep without telling von, letting her waiting in the CU for bloody FUCKING 5 HOURS!!!!! that bastard, i can see that von was not feeling well, she was sitting beside me listening to songs then suddenly she cough until the whole face red, i think she choke on her phlemg or wat, then tears trickle down her face, panick sia, i kang cheong like fuck, luckily eunice left her cough syrup at the CU. and that bastard is happily sleeping at his on HOME, bloody fuck your phone, at least give people a call thaat u are not coming, your lateness always cause inconvience to others, not one or two hours, is bloody FIVE hours, no sense of responsibility. and HELLO!! von made a taxi trip here jus to keep the CU open, and this bloody fucker can jus PEACEFULLY sleeping...... wat the hell, i think U WILL FAIL IN LIFE!!! U BLOODY FUCKER, U KNOW WHO U ARE!!!!!! U THINK U WHO? KING AH?! always the last to arrive, always let people wait for u and never even feel sorry. DUN ALWAYS BOAST THAT U CAN STAY OVER NIGHT AND STILL HAVE BLOODY LOTS OF ENERGY because ur not that good, u always spend the ACTUAL time and sleep all you want thats y u always LATE, I"M BLOODY PISSED OFF TO SEE YVONNE SUFFERING UNDER U, I"M BLOODY PISSED WHEN TODAY IS NEW YEAR EVE AND U PISSED THE WHOLE DAY OFF< I"M BLOODY PISSED TO SEE VON COUGH AND SHE SHOULD BE AT HOME RESTING. U BLOODY FUCKER!!!!!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-26T05:58:00.000+08:00

Went to the dog run with my father at lor halus, went cynthia place for celebration later on......the food were so damn nice, bacon roll with asparagus and stalk mushroom....yummy! but a little bad incident happen, a small fish bone prick and stuck into my gum...hav to use tweezer to pull in out, then....a fish bone stuck in my throat and is pricking me until now.....two days liao....haiz....now i have one more bone and a normal human.. had lotsa wine and gin 'n' tonic, abit drunk that day but the its FUN! stay over at cynthia's office, discuss about TT durai, her wedding, oh! is confirm at the zoo 29th of april....should get my song list as soon as possible...and kylie....i hope she can really understand wat are we doing for her...

2005-12-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn tired.....

for Biostatics i stay up for 5 nights to study.....if i'm a guy, i will surely ended up in PES 'D' jus like guang cheng, due to blood in urine........

Advance E....Failed....totally dunno how to do, usually people will say "advance e sucks" jus like everyone feels for biostatistics but i would like to say.."i suck", advance e is an easy subject but jus .....plain lazy, as usual..

2005-12-14T04:09:00.000+08:00

Perhaps love is soooooo damn nice!!!!!!! oh my god....i wanna watch again, i wan the soundtracks!!!!!!! i love jacky cheung's voice, zhou shun's eyes and their singing were so damn nice!!!!awww~~~ i can't the song off my mind!!!!!!

2005-12-12T02:21:00.000+08:00

alright, saw this at sylvia's blog, lets see wats my score.
Pseudo-Purity Test

Start off with 100% and minus off 1% for each thing that has happened to you.

Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
Been verbally sexually harassed.
Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.
Given a lap dance.
Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought porn.
Watched porn.
Made porn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
Frenched kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital.
Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.
Dressed punk.
Dressed goth.
Dressed preppy.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.
Been stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity.
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody.
Been to a wild party.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls.
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
Went out with your friend's crush.
Got arrested.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country.
Started your house on fire.
Had an encounter with a ghost.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd to be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your ass all day.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a whore.
Danced like a whore.
Been mistaken for a celebrity.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Raped somebody.
Danced in the rain.
Been rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone in the face

My Score~~~~58% haahahahhahahah jesus christ!

2005-12-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

went to school for "THe Moon People" lunch gathering, as usual, production crew will always sit on the floor and eat. Then von left with clement to the "Arts performance" outside library, hafiz came over and photo sessions starts. We took photos with our princpal and deputy principal of TP hahaha got to shake hands with them also. anyway, medical device quiz sucks today.....totally spoil my mood.

2005-12-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

my boy has recovered and now he's as irritating as b4.

anyway, long time didn't blog.....,many things happen all at one shot, but i way too lazy to blog about it but there are things that i must say, to someone still holding on the grudge over somebody else's business that doesn't even relate to u, all of us are friends for three years, we should know each other, trust in each other and try to protect each other. Rumours do kill, jus like wat eunice blog about, and somehow, the rumour didn't even exist and u, having the grudge over somebody else's business, imagined it and confirm it and making people believe in it. please wake up! before even more worst scenario happens.........

2005-11-25T23:12:00.000+08:00

my boy has been shivering.....have no idea why........ears fold back, shivers and hide under the sofa. he dun even wanna get close to me ......why~~~~~~~ but at least he sticks to my dad when he's back and he some how feels more comfortable with him. let us pray that he willl be fine tml~

2005-11-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

damn......the theoratical background makes me headache.....

2005-11-23T02:41:00.000+08:00

i almost died............the solder iron explode in front of me and electric shocked my hands......and my house went black out........

2005-11-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

is all abt sylvia today~

her classic coin pouch

her classic style in playing badminton

2005-11-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

Jus found out that my friend's younger brother(one of the younger twin) passed away....still cannot accept the fact that people come and go jus like that. Remember still saw him and his twin brother at HMV with his girlfriend and suddenly jus gone like that. he was drown at sentosa. hope my friend is fine now, being the oldest in the family, have to take care of the family both physically and emotionally...

2005-11-21T08:46:00.000+08:00

Cynthia is going to get married next year Febuary at the zoo. We were talking and planning about the wedding yesterday, from the dress code theme, to song list. Their settings for the dinning place will be Safari, the chairs and tables will be covered with zebra, leopards prints etc. so cute. now the only thing is the cake. We don't want multi-storey fancy cake, rather a big, edible, suit the setting cake.....so anyone have any ideas? feel free to tag.

This wednesday is swee leng's, my nas table tennis junior, birthday celebration, happy birthday!

2005-11-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

AH.......finally, one of my friend settled down with a family......i wonder who's next, shan hua and youqi? hee hee so damn happy for him, rush to the schoool plaza to see his solenmization, yes, his ROM held in school.....haha funny rite, so special.....both him and his wife in scouts uniform so cute! gave them my regards, proceed to CU, the day is so HOT~! all of us like sunburn sia...went techno to eat, went back CU, start bio-dota~~ hahaha then go TM find rayduin's stuff, then go GENKI SUSHI!!!!!!yummy, we spend like each person 5 dollar and we ate like $300 plus whooooooo feels so good hahahha finally, time to go home, so damn tired feel like dieing.........have to remember to feed my babies

2005-11-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

Damn tiring~ went for director's cup, both of my event clash at the same timing, run to and fro from the basketball court to sports hall.....-_-!! my table tennis single directly send me to finals, mixed doubles.....haiz....due to lack of participants, they merge all the doubles even together.....so even both males can also play.....so boring....lack of one medals liao lah~~ captain's ball.....organiser sucks, dun even know how to look out for fouls still implement the rules.....watever.....saw yvonne's eye candy, hahaha i bet she drooling at the the court. HELLO~ von, u promised me that we will stay single forever haha well promises are meant to be broken right?! hahaha dun say you liao lah......later i'm the one who broke the rule how?! although the percentage very small lah haha

2005-11-17T13:21:00.000+08:00

OK zam's team won the ITE, heard lotsa fights....too bad cannot go and support as being involve in 'The Moon People' too bad....owe him another champhange.....-_- nvm till hos birthday then say lor..... OH! my friend getting married in TP......they will be having their solenmization in TP oh my god!!! so sweet.....so happy for him sia....!!!darn, need to shop for wedding gifts.....damn i hate shopping.

2005-11-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

oh man.....promised zam if he wins ITE ??? this coming tuesday, i'm gonna open another champhange....darn?! no matter what, u'll have my luck bro~

2005-11-12T10:48:00.000+08:00

HAHA got the news from zam, TP rugby won SP, before that, i promised zam if he won i will bought a champhange and wait for him in school......opps! then stay in sch wait for zam , then jun chong, wee liang, sam, zam and me went for dinner at TM. on the way kept making fun of weeliang and sam. then talk cock for awhile, we went home.

one week of school ended......so fast.......start to miss holidays.

2005-11-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday wait for von at sports hall, saw zam training, saw eugene and fabius training. then saw two TSO, one of them is Stanley from the component stall. join them play table tennis, haiz....my skill drop drastically sia.......nvm play for fun ....then we talk for a while go back squash court find von then go home. boring man....has been slping early these days.....

2005-11-11T14:43:00.000+08:00

Watch Tom YUm goong with shan hua and eunice, after eating at our favourite spot KAMPONG CHICKEN. Tom yum goong is actually the name of a resturant. Very violent.........but not bad.

2005-11-08T14:40:00.000+08:00

These few days.......

Went to watch Zam's rugby match with vonnie, too bad, zam didn't get to play...well is obvious, TP trash RP. then we wait for zam go TM meet shela for dinner and home.....

2005-11-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

Went to watch DOom with my vonnie, kin meng and kaiyun show not bad lah, the gaming scene a little bit only, story close to resident evil....tats all....anyway i still think kin meng got his license the other way........

SHow u my birthday present that will last for three years

2005-11-04T04:26:00.000+08:00

Before

After

girls, you think is cool? nah, i still love my old busy brows though......the pains' not worth it, dun go and do it, it's expensive, painful, and very painful.......believe me, dun pay and torture yourselve. i have no choice, i'll have to live with it.......

2005-11-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

....... went east coast yesterday, cynthia seems to be in the party mood, insisted on some drinking. thought of buy Gordon Gin but 7 eleven has none so we moved to red wine instead.......went to the bbq area to have a sit and sip suddenly a black (africa american i mean..) said hi to us, damn.... i've been attracting the blacks lately...our mustafa trip that time, a black said hi to me too....i jus smile and walked away...this time i ignored him, jus as wat cynthia said, we dun wanna attract troubles. Then we found out that he not the only black, his friend were dancing our BFD pub in the hip hop style to the hip hop music......so cheap~

then when we were having some fun, the black tat jus greet us came to our table and said that we were discriminating him we didn't reciprocate the greetings, he felt hurt......cynthia explain and makes it clear to him is a culture and upbringing differences, he accept that and walked away. then we went to bought our second red wine, we back and have some fun, then he approached us again and had a chat.....he's name is Tony, he will be here for 6 years representing SIngapore Soccer team....oops...i almost said that Local soccer team sucks! then it started to rain, we said we have to leave he asked us to bring him to the Mac donalds and he asked another black guy to come along, his cousin, forgot his name. then he offerd his hands to me......afraid that he will misunderstood that i discriminate him for not holding his hands *sign*......i hold his hands.....then he said he likes me, and i ask "as a friend?" and he said YA, then he want my phone no. and i said i dun own any phone hahahahah he gave me his no. instead and we quickly get into the car and "ran" away........my goodness....cynthia was lucky enough not to get hooked on because she emphasize that she's married, showing her wedding ring, and he said he respect married women.....i think i should get one too........or ask vonne to gimme one....i rather married to her.......